facing fears - Kobby

[kobby glenn hunter]

Violet looked down at her lap and Kobby reached across the small distance to make her look at his face. How could she think that Kobby thought of her as a child?

"Violet.." He said in a soft tone. "If I thought of you as a child, we wouldn't be here right now. I never would have kissed you, or sent you an owl. I wouldn't think about you the way that I do, nor as often" Kobby bit his lip for a moment then sighed.

"But this..?" Kobby used the hand that held the apple to make a reference to her clothing "This makes me think that either one, you have no confidence in yourself, or that maybe your not old enough to handle this. By trying to impress me with something that isn't you" Kobby's expression softened as he gently kissed her lips.

"I like you for you, and if you weren't my student I would probably highly consider dating you but at the moment it's dangerous to even talk about" Taking another bite of his apple, he sat it down on a napkin before taking another drink of pumpkin juice.

"Be yourself Violet, and don't ever change" Kobby let a grin catch his lips. "You look good, but I perfer you stay true yourself alright?" He let his head tilt a little to the one side.

He laughed when she said his last name was sexy. "Hunters a sexy name??"

[violet spencer hawthorne]

Vi let out a sigh as she looked to him. It wasn't like she had a choice whether or not to since he reached her chin. Again, Violet bit her lip a little hard as he said she wasn't ready for this clothing or it made her look have no confidence. "But you're missing the point... I want to be older so I can date you." she said softly looking to him. Scooting closer to him, she rested her head onto his shoulder. "I really like you." she said before shaking her head.

"That sounded like something you put into a yearbook Hunter." Vi said before looking back up to him. "Maybe you could change my clothes back to normal then, cause I can't." Violet giggled faintly though at his last comment. "It is." she whispered to him leaning up and nibbled on his ear lightly for a second.

[kobby glenn hunter]

Kobby finished off his apple as she stated her point. To Kobby, it seemed like she was trying to prove a point, almost like he was attempting to prove him wrong. He sighed gently, watching her as she talked.

"Your not older Violet, and it's not your age stopping from dating you. It's that I'm teacher. If we had just met on the street and I didn't teach here...." Kobby grinned thinking about the things that could happen. He bit his lip for a moment, thinking about her body being over him before he shook his thoughts clean.

"And I don't like yearbooks, and I wouldn't change your clothes back except for the fact that you seem to be struggling with that skirt.." Kobby let out a soft laugh before he mumbled something, changing the skirt to a pair of jeans. "You can keep the shirt though, it's cute" Kobby winked before lifting a hand and bending his forefinger so that she would move her face closer to his.

[violet spencer hawthorne]

Violet looked to him and sighed a bit. "Kobby. Please... it doesn't matter to me. I can keep a secret love." she whispered to him. But seem grinning ear to ear at his own words. "Then think of it like that love." she added before letting out a sigh. She was glad to wearing pants now instead. It gave her a reason to do what she wanted next. "Maybe I don't want to." she whispered before stripping her shirt off to the side. She moved closer to him and looked at him with a smile. "I want you." she whispered as she kissed his lips gently.

[kobby glenn hunter]

Kobby looked at Violet a bit more closely when she called him 'love'. He liked it, but he wasn't going to tell her that. Violet was becomming to attatched to fast, and for a moment it made him really nervous. He didn't want anyone to feel like that about him, they could get hurt for a couple fo reasons. First off, Kobby wasn't good with commitement. Second, he was a double agent, and if he ever got found out the Death Eaters would kill anyone he cared about to get back at him. Watching Violet now, he didn't want that future for her.

He couldn't think of it as something that just wasn't. Kobby was a good wizard, but not even he could change the facts of lifes for the things that happened so far. No, he didn't regret the decisions he had made so far, including getting romantically involved with Violet, but he did wish he would have done it a different way.

He was going to say something, but before he could figure out what had happened, Violet was taking her clothes off. He blinked for a moment in surprise as he looked at her. She had an amazing body, and when the words 'i want you' came out of her pretty little mouth Kobby almost lost it then. It was too much for him, so instead of saying anything he merely nodded in response.

Kobby was very rarely at a loss for words, but Vi had accomplished it. Moving himself, Kobby put a hand on the ground on either side of her before kissing her mouth softly.

[violet spencer hawthorne]

Vi knew she was going overboard with this guy. Though he showed her the affection that she always wanted and needed since her mother died just six months ago. As she tossed her shirt to the side, she bit her lip. It was the boldest thing she had ever done, take her shirt off in front of the teacher in the shrieking shack. Not that she had taken her shirt off before for a teacher but in the shrieking shack in general? Violet thought she must be crazy for this guy.

He nodded his head, taking it was a good sign. As he moved she smiled a little bit. Looking to his hands, she propped herself on her elbows as she kissed him softly. She wasn't sure what their relationship was, but she wanted to kiss and make out with him so much. If he wanted to go further, she was iffy on the subject but Violet figured she was going to be up to it. Her long curly hair was laying over her shoulders as she kissed him a little deeper but not by much.

[kobby glenn hunter]

As Kobby pushed his body closer to hers, and knew he was out of hand but as of right now, just talking to Violet should be considered out of hand. he had gone to far when she came on to him during there tutoring session, but honestly the risk turned him on. He remebered being a student here himself, and sneaking around with people he shouldn't be with. He grinned at the thought as he lift Violet up to sit on his lap on the floor still.

Kobby tangled a hand in her hair as a soft groan escaped his lips.

"Are you sure Violet??" He asked in a husky voice. Yeah, he wanted her but not if she wasn't ready. The last thing he wanted to do was take advantage of her.

[violet spencer hawthorne]

Violet looked at him with a faint smile before feeling it falter. It fell so she had a straight face. As she sat there just in her bra and jeans, she was thinking of how stupid she was being at this moment. She wasn't dating Kobby. Hell, he just said he wasn't going to since of the circumstances. Plus he was her professor it would just be weird and for all she knew, he was seeing someone else. Vi really didn't know anything about him either.

"Ummm." she whispered before looking to her shirt. Grabbing the bundle of clothing she slid it back on completely embarrassed. "I-I'm sorry. I shouldn't be here. I mean, you're my professor. You date me so why should I just sleep with you in hopes that it would change your mind? God, I'm stupid." she muttered as her blue eyes traced up to Kobby's own eyes. "I'm sorry. I do like you a lot Kobby but. I can't do this not knowing if you had someone else you are flirting with or doing the same thing with. You already said you won't commit to me." she nodded before standing up and grabbing her coat. "See you in class Professor Hunter." she nodded once again. If he would stop her it would show her otherwise about what she said. If he really did like her as much as he was letting on it would change her mind to a point.

[kobby glenn hunter]

What was it with girls? Were they to stupid to see what was right in front of them. If he hadn't wanted to see her, he wouldn't have sent that owl.

"Violet wait" He muttered, reaching for her hand he pulled her to down to him again. Kobby was a grown man, and as far as he was concerned, Violet was plenty old enough to make her own decisions, just like an adult.

"We cannot be openly official, I could lose my job do you understand that?" he asked with a raised eyebrow. Kobby didn't lose his temper very fast, but he hated this mouse and cat game she was playing. Kobby wouldn't chase her, if she wanted to leave she could and he had no right to try and convince her otherwise.

"If I openly have more then a teacher/student relationship with you, You will never see me again. I will be forced to leave and then I would go somewhere far away from here in hopes to start over" He looked at her for a moment.

No, Kobby wasn't seeing anyone else yet. Had he been on dates? Well, if you could count Mina and him going to that diner then yes, Kobby had been on one date. Was he interested in her? A little, but that wasn't to say she was interested in him or that anything would come of it.

"And your correct, sleeping with me to change my mind about would be stupid, but I'm not going to just sleep with you and never be seen by you again Violet" He let her go, now that he had said his point.

"I wouldn't have sent that owl, if I didn't want to see you, is that hard to understand or am I not explaining myself well?"

[violet spencer hawthorne]

Violet was somewhat shocked that Kobby had pulled her into his lap once again. "I'm not stupid. I understand that completely. What I don't get is that I'm open for having a closed relationship and you still don't want to even have that despite your feelings towards me." "If you have feelings is more like it." she thought as she bit her lip slightly. Now that she was standing back up she frowned at him. "I understand completely, it's you who doesn't understand." she said again crossing her arms over her chest. "I don't get how you can't see what I'm talking about."

[kobby glenn hunter]

Kobby raised his eyebrows in slight surprise. He didn't even know that she would consider something secret, but weren't they already having a secret relationship?

"Violet, I thought that this was a secret or closed thing or whatever your calling it" He looked at her and kissed her forehead with a small laugh. She was so anxious to get things moving, but Kobby was enjoying taking his time. it was knew to him, exiting.

"Is that all you want? For me to actually say it?"

[violet spencer hawthorne]

Violet looked to him and sighed. "It is just. We're not technically dating. I just didn't want to assume. When my mother used to assume things they went terrible. I don't want to do that." she explained as she shook her head. "Yeah I guess. To say you're mine and I'm yours." she whispered softly before kissing his lips softly.

[kobby glenn hunter]

It was apparent with every conversation how much older Kobby was than violet, or at least it seemed to be more obvious to him. Violet did not look like a sixteen year old girl and he was plenty aware that she didn't live like one but even with that she sometimes thought like one. Kobby wanted to her be a kid, but she didn't seem to want to be a kid herself and though Kobby knew it was because she wanted to be with him it bothered him a little bit.

He kissed her back, and put a hand behind her head to run through her hair before pulling back.

"You understand how hard that is going to be correct? It will not be anything like a normal boyfriend. You won't be able to talk about me to your friends, introduce me to your family. You can't even write about me in a diary because it has potential for others to read it" He watched her, waiting for a reaction to tell him that she understood.

"I just.." He paused for a moment, trying to figure out how to explain without hurting her feelings. "I just want you to be able to happy, and to be open about it but if your alright with so many secrets, I won't stop this alright?"