SHEPHERD, Baylee Thomas

[baylee thomas shepherd]

BAYLEE • THOMAS • SHEPHERD

LOOKS LIKE THE HOLY GHOST IS GONE
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[/b] Baylee Thomas Shepherd
,NICKNAMES: Lee, Physco
,GENDER: Male
,SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Hextrosexual
,AGE/D.O.B: 12/ 16th October 1998
,HOUSE: Gryffindor
,OCCUPATION: N/A
,BLOOD STATUS: Half Blood
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,HAIR: Dirty Blonde which covers his ears a little and along the middle he spikes it up.
,EYES: Deep Ocean Blue with wide set apart
,BODY AND HEIGHT: Muslcar a little and he stands 5'3
,MARKINGS: Both ears are pieces though he doesn't wear any earings. Along his left arm are scars from marks where he cut himself and body is covered in abusive scaring also which are always covered up.
,CLOTHING/STYLE: Baylee would wear anything he fits comfortable on him. Often he wears a white or blue shirt which covers the elbows. On top of this he would always wears a black leather jacket, too hide the fresh cuts so the staff wouldn't noticed them. No matter what the weather or season, he always wears his black jeans, with a silver buckle belt (which he hides very good). Footwear are the usual white trainers with red and blue stripes. The only jewerlly Baylee wears is his gold chain which his mother gave too him before their deaths, he would never give this up.
,ANYTHING ELSE: Baylee's skin is very pale white like he is a ghost.
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OVER YOUR SHOULDER YOU HAVE TO WATCH

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* Girls
* Music
* Singing
* Animals
* Swimming
* Being on his Own
* Jogging
* Sunshine
* Writing Songs
* Herbology
* Charms
* Studying Alone
,DISLIKES:
* Boys
* Needles
* Being Locked in a Dark Room
* Being Manhandled
* Large Cowards
* Heights
* Potions
* Slytherins
* Liars
* Snobs
* Bullies
* Professors {sometimes}
* Detentions
* The Hospital Wing
,STRENGTHS:
~ Making Friends
~ Charms
~ Herbology
~ Swimming
~ Creating a Strong Bond with People
,WEAKNESSES:
_ Getting into Trouble
_ Turning in Homework in Late
_ Potions
_ Trusting New People (especially adults/males)
_ Being extermelly clingy towards his friends
,PRIORITIES:
+ Friendship
+ His Family
+ His Gold Chain which his Mother gave too him
,BOGGART:
_ Heights
_ Needles
_ Male Adults/students
_ Hospitals
_ Eating New Foods
,ERISED:
= Become a doctor like his father
,VERITASERUM:
_ His real father is John Smith
_ His father abused him constanly and his mother
_ Now a orphan as his father and mother (he thinks) are dead
_ His mother is still alive though doesn't know it
_ Was abused/raped in the orphanage
_ Cuts himself secretly when stressed and upset
,PATRONUS:
Baylee's patronus is the beauitful animal which is sociable and wants acceptance in the world, this is the horse. The most cherish memory which he holds is the time his mother and him went for a day out together.
animal and best memory
,PENSIEVE:
Being abused by his father Brian constantly for ever little thing
,PERSONALITY OVERVIEW:
The first ever personality you can plainly read and see in Baylee is that he is very sympatric. He would listen and try and comfort the other person the best he can. In very sever cases he would put loud music up , get the other person up and dance with them until they feel better. Baylee can and often gets a little over board, as he enjoys dancing and goofing around. He would even sing and play his guitar too help the other person and get him/her smiling again. Baylee can be a joker sometimes, especially when he starts to dance around. He tends too go hyper and fool around which can often go a little too far. Baylee as tones of energy, and never seems to get tired easily. In fact he is the last mad standing from five hours of dancing which is pretty insane.

Here is where he plays his flirting skills around the ladies, especially blondes and girls with blue eyes, as he is drawn to them somehow. When he starts too flirt he would give up until that person gives in to him. Here is where he plays his stubborn card, and wouldn’t back down until he got what he wants. Which is mostly anything. Don't be too fooled though, when Baylee is having a bad day he goes very aggressive, to the point he would punch swiftly towards his friends or medical staff for no reason. So they can just leave him alone. When he is really depressed and upset, he drinks heavily, which then increases his violence mostly towards men as they are the same gender. One thing is really common to him he would never ever hurt a woman, as he doesn’t agree with hurt women, as it coward ness and sick.

Baylee is also very strict and doesn’t believe that men and women should be bathing or swimming together, and he put these views onto his kids. Baylee when feeling really low, keeps himself to himself, he wouldn't allow anyone in to help. Here is where he tends to cut himself, and try his best to leave the world. This tends to hit before before the aggression does.[/ul][/size]

HEAVEN FALL INTO HELL
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[/b] Biological - John Smith - thirty five - ST Mungos Worker/Order Member - Pureblood
Father - Brian Shepherd - thirty five - Ministry Worker - Pureblood - killed by death eaters
,MOTHER: Leighanne Shepherd - thirty four - ST Mungoes Worker/Order - Muggleborn
,SIBLINGS: Kiara Shepherd - four - n/a - killed by death eaters
,OTHER FAMILY: Kevin Shepherd - forty - Ministry Worker - Uncle
Mason Shepherd - eighteen - auror - cousin
Lilanna Notoes - sixteen - Ravenclaw student - Cousin
,SOCIO-ECONOMIC STATUS: Middle Class
,HISTORY OVERVIEW:
Baylee's birth is really confusing and he doesn't know the true story behind himself.

His mother is Leighanne the most attractive girl ever attended Hogwarts, she was a muggleborn which in time gave her loads of stick in school. His mother then eventually married Brian as they have been dating since they left school and wanted too spend the rest of they lives together. Soon though they marriage began too fall dramatically and Leighanne was constantly being beaten up by her husband.

So making a story up that she had too attend a important meeting away in Scotland, Leighanne got away. Here is where she met her all time crush John. Soon they hooked up and one thing led too another. Baylee was later coneinvce from this act and Leighanne was in even more trouble. The abuse got lot worst until she lied too Brian saying the child was his. Unfountaly this didn't save Baylee's identical twin brother who died during childbirth from the abuse. Baylee was really weak when he was born, and the doctors thought he wouldn't make it as he was really tiny and his internal organs were little undeveloped. Despite the odds Baylee pulled through and the family was healthy again.

This happiness didn't happen for long though as Brian noticed some features about his son didn't look him. So when Baylee was two years old, he began too beaten Leighanne up again right in front of him sometimes. Soon enough Leighanne confess too Brian that Baylee wasn't his and here is where Baylee began too get abused mentally from Brian. Even with all the abuse which was going on Baylee tired too show Brian his acceptance and love, wanting him too love him back and not hate him anymore.

The abused with Leighanne stopped when she gave Brian his own child, a daughter named Kiara. Baylee loved his little sister too pieces and Brian even tired pushing him away from her, leaving him out from the love and making his presence unknown. Though when Brian was out at work, Baylee would help his mother look after his sister by passing things too her and playing with the child {in a gentle manner}

The mental abuse carried on until Baylee was seven years old when the abuse began too get physical. Cigarette burns mainly was marked on his back and when his mother was out. Baylee then understood that Brian didn't love him and eventually grew really jeaslous of his sister getting most of his love. He began too hurt her, just pushing her over, anything too get attention and love as she did. On his eighth birthday he turned on his sister and wished she would die. On that very same day his sister was murdered by Death Eaters, and Baylee blamed himself too this day and believe that he cause her death.

Two days later after the murder of his sister, Baylee remained quiet and mostly in his room during the day crying, wishing he was dead instead of her. His mother grew more depressed and Brian abuse grew more violent towards anyone which was at his arm length. This was the night which Baylee would rather forget. People came into his home and being scared he hid in his wardrobe as he heard screams from his mother. The thought which was running into his mind mostly was Brian hurting his mom again. The screams of his mother can no longer be heard and he began to come out, until the screams were heard again and this time it was his father. The screams lasted about twenty minutes and he heard the footsteps getting louder and into his room. Remaining quiet the footsteps got quieter and eventually left. Fifteen minutes later Baylee got the courage too leave the wardrobe and go downstairs. As he entered the living room he saw Brian lying still on the floor. He searched around the house for his mother, but was unable too find her. By the back door he saw blood and put in his mind she was dead. Going back too Brian he lied by his side and cuddling into his body, even though he was treated badly around him, Baylee still loved him.

Baylee stayed by his father's side for three hours after the attack until aurors came too his home and found Brian dead. Baylee woke up and saw the strangers and began too panic thinking they were going too kill him too. He knew one of them who was his cousin and he went too him hugging him deeply. Baylee then left his home and was taken too another a place, which was really spooky and where children were living of all ages.

The aurors searched for two weeks for Leighanne, though her body was never found and they procunned her dead also, which hurt Baylee lot. He was crying most of the nights and refused too eat anything. He missed his mother and wanted her back and take him away from this place. Six months after the attack and new year as entered, Baylee began too settle and eat alone. He was being bullied though by the older kids and they even raped him while he was in the showers, which Baylee never spoke about even too this day.

Baylee put up with the abuse in silence for long time until when he was eleven and half years old he snapped. Not knowing what he was doing or how he did it. He set one of the kids books on fire and even made the water fountains burst. This was mostly made when Baylee was really angry. The attacks came more and more often and the staff of the orphanage considered him away too dangerous and locked him in his room twenty-four hours. On his tweveth birthday he had someone visiting him and took him out of the orphanage. Here he got a letter given too him in person and he was accepted into a magic school. Confused he decided too go, hoping this school would get him accepted and also make him understand who he is.
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[/b] Baylee
,YOURAGE: twenty-five
,YOUREXPERIENCE: 5
,YOUROTHERCHARS: Maybe Leighanne Later, after I get Baylee into the gameplay more
,YOURSAMPLE:

Still walking a little around the garden, checking every knock and crack from the pavements and walls. Just too be sure there was glass of any sort. Finally he managed to find something and he was really happy with it. Carefully he hid it again, making sure no one, not even the staff can see this. He didn't need to cut right now, which was thanks to the sedatives which was in his system right now. His eyes were droopy as this was one sign effect of the drugs which he truly hates. He wished that his family was here as he missed them. No one knew about what happened to them, and even Baylee couldn't remember what happened to them. He didn't know why he was brought in this place in the first place, all he knew is that he was ok healthy and didn't need any treatment. But the doctors thought different and made his system all fucked up, all he can remember of those times, is his body shaking like crazy and his muscles were aching for weeks afterwards. Now he was closed to being dietetic as his prancess have been damaged from the overdose of insulin which his body didn't need. Baylee couldn't even stand sugar anymore, as now he taste sweet in his mouth all the time, especially mostly on Thursday and Tuesdays as these were the days he was given the shock therapy and now his body twitches around nine o'clock in the morning until twelve o'clock in the afternoon, as these were his treatment times and the peak time he attacks the staff.

Leaning against the wall as he spotted the older patient coming closer towards him. He was getting more nervous as he was feeling strange around him. It was the same feelings he gets with girls. No I can't fall for boys his sky blue eyes were checking him out more. He was good looking, really hot in fact. His heart was racing like mad, as he saw his hands were like touching distance now and it was different this time. He wasn't being force, like the last time. The main reason why he was so scared of males, typically older ones. Normally Baylee would be terrified and try to get away from him. But due to the sedatives in his system he was generally more calm and relax with the situation. Thanks too Matt he saw that taking his medication was helping him, as for week now Darwin have been shutting up and hopefully he would leave this place soon, and maybe find someone to love and hopefully have a family also. The first thing he would do if he leaves this place, is to thank Matt for helping through his problems, and even stay in touch with him. As this was normal for Baylee, he love making new friends and keeping them closely, wherever he may be..

Coming back to his own reality and looking at the male's face. There was no scars on his body, which he could see anyway. There was tons on Baylee's, but some weren't self inflicted. Across both temples there were burn scars which are but 2cm long, and due to his pale skin not that noticeable unless the person is really close to him and knows about it. Across his chest there were belt buckle scars from him being strapped down for the shock therapy. Thank god he was rescued and brought here, as he didn't know how much longer he would be able to put up with that. Baylee was slightly shocked with Michael’s tone as he answered back to him. He is flirting with me? Why would the hell he would do that? Baylee was more confused now, and scared of what he done. Relaxing more as he pulled himself together. What's the adventure of introducing yourself on the first conversation? He clicked his tongue and the tone was in a flirting attuide back. He decided to play along and have some fun with it, maybe this what he needed to know what he was and act on it. Frightening thing for him is the thought of him really liking it more than girls. No way I would chose that path he nodded to himself, and just wondered what his reaction to be. Well I guess I would call you Michael, since that suit's your trait right now. Maybe I would nickname you Devil for laugh soon as Angel isn't right for you. He laughed showing he was just playing, and didn't mean to hurt his feelings if he did.

His back was touching the wall more now. He wanted too get to know this Michael more, as he wasn't like the rest he have recently met here. So far all he had was a girl which made him feel like sexual predator and a bloke which turned and punched him. In fact after spending a year in the hospital he met two decent people in his life. His own personal doctor Matt and now Michael. He trusted them now, which wasn't easy for him to do. Normally he would let them work hard for it, but seeing there was so many mean people here, he wanted friendship really badly. Strangely though he wanted more than friendship. He wanted someone to love him, as love was needed badly for him since his parents left him alone one night and never came back. Maybe this was the reason his trust was a problem. Don't get him wrong he loved his family, but he wanted to know why. Why did they do it. But since they died Baylee would never get the answers he wanted. The past was gone now, maybe when he knows Matt more he would asked him, and maybe he would help him find closure and move on finally in two years.

I have been in Evada for nearly a year. But this isn't my first asylum Baylee stopped for moment, he would explained why and what happened in the other hospital, until he truly know him. I have been diasogned with schizophrenia, bio-polar and serve clinical depression. My schizophrenia can make me violent, but thankfully the medication have prevent that now and I haven't attacked anyone for few months now. I don't mean to hurt anyone, but if someone attack me well I would defend myself when needed. He explained which was true. Baylee never hurt anyone unless he was provoked, or when Darwin tells him too, knowing now the medications helps him he haven't heard Darwin for while now. I haven't heard from my family within two years since they left me on my own. I still don't know why they done that. I am hoping to find closure on that soon. The talk was nice and Baylee was being to sweat as he was falling for him. His heart was beating like crazy now and he was sure the gap was bigger, but he didn't mind him being closer right now.

Baylee wanted to touch him just too see the feelings would leave him be. Just too see what it felt like, his eyes weren't as droopy now, but they were lovestruck and maybe Michael can see this. Seeing he carried a guitar and this made think of something else to say. So what music can you play then? Do you sing as well? Getting off the wall now he moved closer to himself, his head was lightly touching his now. Baylee wanted to do something like kiss him, just to see what it was like. Looking into his eyes again, he prepared himself to kiss him, his lips just lightly brushed his. What the fuck am I doing? Soon enough he didn't go along with it as he changed his mind, and he walked back to the wall. Sorry for that, I didn't know what I he couldn't finished the sentence off, basically he just got scared and chicken out. He wanted too experiment with it. You stupid fool for leading him on like that . Wiping the sweat off his face, he simple waited for his reply and seeing what he would do. Baylee hoped he wouldn't be angry with him as he was young and very confused on what he was. He truly hoped he would remain his friend. But he would soon see.

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