Losing my Mind (open/any Professors?)

[baylee thomas shepherd]

Baylee was tricked of going to the place he didn't want to go. He was sick in the mind and needed help which he didn't want to amitt right now. Baylee skin was pale and there was hardly any meat on his body. Baylee was naturally thin anyway but this was dangerouiy close to death.

His left sleeve was coated with blood where he been cutting into his arm. He soon found the right time to leg it. He got up and began to run for it. He reached the double doors when he bumped into someone. He felt his right arm being grabbed and he hated that. LEAVE ME GO! He shouted as he pulled against the person grip.

(recycled from my old site. Sorry if it sucks)

[belle marie rowan]

Belle was in a hurry, her sister was hurt. She had no clue what could hurt her sister, she was usually always inside anyway. But she wanted to make sure she was okay. It was probably an accidental thing. Who knew. She just had to make sure she was okay.

She was thinking to hard that she didn't notice when someone bumped into her. She grabbed on to the person's arm to keep her balance and quickly let go when he yelled at her.

"What are you talking about?" She wasn't trying to hurt anyone, she looked over his shoulder and her sister waved. Of course it was nothing. She relaxed and smiled softly,"I didn't mean to upset you."

Belle was to nice for her own good, she would never make something someone else's fault. It was always hers, even if it really wasn't hers.

[baylee thomas shepherd]

Baylee was still unsteady here. He didn't like the school at all, frist of all he was the only youngster here and felt really unsure. His left arm was bleeding the cut he created himself. It was his fourth cut in a month of being in Hogwarts.

As he calmed down and backed away, he saw it was a girl. In hufflepuff it looked like anyway. He lowered his head and sniffed a little. I am sorry. It's just people tricked me too come here and I have some personal issues right now he explained. I am also very sorry. He let a tear fall down his cheek.

He missed his mother so much and knew she was dead and wouldn't be coming back ever again. He sat in the corner of the room as the glass was getting ready too cut him arm more deeply as he would it as well. I want too be with you mom. I miss and love you so much he thought and watched the older student carefully as he felt more insecure than ever.

[belle marie rowan]

Belle felt a small tug at her heart, she wanted to help this poor boy. She looked over his shoulder, she had promised she would seperate some from her sister. 'what should i do,' she asked herself. Anna was okay, she didn't need Belle to comfort her. This poor boy did.

She looked back and forth finally mustering the courage to open her mouth again. "I'm very sorry," she sighed placing her hand on his arm. "If you'd like to talk about it I'm here," she smiled, showing the sincerity of it. She was a compassionate girl, and this poor boy needed it. She could tell.

She continued to nibble on her lip before sighing. "I'm Belle by the way." She smiled a bright smile, hoping to cheer the boy up a little.

[baylee thomas shepherd]

Baylee didn't trust people easy, due too the fact he was abused while he was younger. So this cause him too be more cautious with things around him now. So this girl who was way lot older than himself was really scary too his eyes. Especially right now he was scared and sick. He missed his mother so much and wished that she was back here with him right now. He often wondered why Brian hurt him and his mother so badly, what did he do too him, for him to attack him so badly.

There isn't anything too talk about his tone was a little harsh but it was down too fear than anything else really. He then hid his arm which was burned from his wand, which was a very bad reaction too a spell he did and he wished he didn't do that now. Why was here in the first place anyway, he wasn't that special was he? He simple didn't know or understand.

The girl which called herself Belle seemed friendly enough, so Baylee offered his hand too be shaken with hers. The name is Baylee. Nice too meet you he spoken too a little better now and it was also softer too.

[belle marie rowan]

Belle bit her lip at the harshness in his voice. She was confused on what she did to cause that. People being angry at her didn't happen often. Not if you counted Anna getting upset at her for not doing homework, or well..anna getting upset for anything.

She got see the glare in her sister's eyes as she stared past Baylee. She shrugged and sighed when Baylee's tone became softer. "Don't worry, you don't have to talk."

She was so tempted to ask him to walk with her outside, ever since the run in with Avery, well she hadn't felt the same about going to the lake. She chuckled softly, trying to relive some of her own tension. "Um..well Baylee, it's nice to meet you...i guess."

She was the type of girl who hated meeting new people. Well she didn't dislike the part of having people to talk to, it was more the first conversation. It was the most awkward, and it upset her most of the time. Like now.

"I...Do you want...Nevermind," she said quickly.

[baylee thomas shepherd]

Baylee was still a little uneasy with this girl. His whole body was shaking. I just don't belong here oright. I just want to be back with my mum. But that would never happened. Because, because he couldn't tell her that Death Eaters killed his sister, father and mother. Everything as changed around him away too fast and he didn't like it. You wouldn't understand. No one would understand what I am going through. You know what I really wish right now? His eyes were swollen as he was crying out of his mind while he was looking down on the floor.

I wished the Death Eaters killed me too when they came too the house. Why did they allow me too live when they hurt my entire family? I just don't understand. I would never understand it he said and punched the wall out of angar and upset as well. His heart was aching so bad and he looked at Belle more. You can go if you want too, I don't mind being alone. I have always been alone he smiled and yawned little as he haven't sleeping well.

Baylee was looking at her robes as well, they were Hufflepuff meaning she was in another house. Pushing her away now. Look just forget about me. Pretend I don't exist, it shouldn't be that hard too do, loads of people have done it. He commented and then started to walk out of the double doors, even though his arm wasn't treated and was still burning terrible, which was causing Baylee some pain but he was ironging it.

[belle marie rowan]

Belle gave out a soft sigh,"I know I wouldn't understand. But you want to know something?" She didn't care if she didn't,"I have a perfect twin sister who does everything right and no friends at all. I'm a muggle-born and no one wants to be my friend. Plus I'm weird."

She looked down, she didn't tell anyone this before, and she looked up to see her sister glaring at her. But she didn't care, she was hating herself for being such a good sister and not having friends, she wanted to be this boys friend. It was an odd feeling, and she would not give up until they were friends.

"But you don't have to be alone," she mumbled as he spoke his words. "And maybe God wanted you to live," she laughed. She forgot most wizards didn't care about the stupid muggle religions, but it was the one thing that kept her sane in this life.

She watched him leave and headed towards her sister before turning and running after her. Anna could get over herself, for now anyway. "Baylee wait. I won't be able to forget about you, my brain is wired to remember everyone," she joked. "Plus, I think we both can use a friend," she added quietly.

[baylee thomas shepherd]

Baylee Thomas Shepherd
I miss my mother the most. She is the apple of my
Eye... What's going too happen too me now?

Baylee kept his head down low. His arm was burning like no tomorrow, he heard the head nurse taking him too St Mungos too see the head healer there, as there was nothing more they were able too do. The spell was a dark magic hex which have gone wrong. Baylee was stuipd and tired too expermient with the dark spell, and now his skin was burning away peice by piece. Turning his attentio on Belle, he listen and then began too reply back to her. My mother was muggleborn. She was a really good witch and I loved her so much. She was a great cook as well, but she is gone now. There is nothing more I can do. I am a orphan. Also Belle you aren't wierd and I would love too be your friend though, if you want too be that is he stated and kept his head down low.

Slowly Baylee began too walk towards her and he hugged her friendly. Slowly he was coming out of his shyness and allowed her into his life. Who is this god you speak of? Can he bring people back from the dead? He asked her. Baylee remembered his mother talking too someone who wasn't there and she said something about praying. Stroking his head he decided too ask her a question. What is praying? He asked her hoping she knew, what he was talking about.

He kept on walking out as some staff came for him ready too take him to St. Mungos. Belle I don't want too forget you either. You are the most kindest person I have ever dream of. He then turned and wrapped his arms around her again. As he did he felt something. His heart was racing and lumps began too develop in his throat. Belle I am scared, they are sending me away too St Mungos. I don't want too go there. His tone was scared and fearful. So he hoped she would be his friend now as he would need one. Even though he developing a crush towards her.

[belle marie rowan]

Belle gave him a soft pat on his arm, she wasn’t going to tell him sorry for his loss. She knew, that if her sister died, she wouldn’t want someone telling her that. It would make it worse not better. No, she’d want someone to just hold her and let her vent and cry, then would take her to get her nails done and take her dancing or something fun. “Well my mother is an amazing cook. Maybe you can come for Christmas?” Belle gave him a look and laughed, “You don’t think I’m weird because you haven’t spent enough time with me.”

She wrapped her own arms around him and couldn’t help but smile brighter. She liked making friends, definitely ones that usually wouldn’t talk to anyone. “Oh, well God is a funny thing. He’s the guy that created everything. The trees, the humans, the world, magic, everything. He did it all, and He is the most amazing guy in the world.” Her face was lit up, it always was when she speaked of God. He was the only thing that kept her going, and her first true friend. “Oh praying, that is when you speak to God. I can show you if you would like. And I have a bible. It’s the book that talks all about God and praying and everything else.” Her voice wasn’t pressuring, it was informational. She would never force anyone to believe like she did, or stop being friends with them because they don’t.

She took his hand and patted it slightly, “I’m not that nice.” She felt a soft blush rise in her cheeks, she wasn’t used to this kind of appraise. Usually she was being called a weirdo, not kind. She wrapped her arms around him tightly. “I’ll go with you if you are scared. They want to fix your arm and the staff here can’t. I’ll make sure they let you come back and don’t hurt you. I promise.” She gave him a soft smile and a peck on the cheek. She was trying to be comforting, and all the while her sister was glaring at her. She didn’t care if she’d get a big lecture or anything stupid like that.

[baylee thomas shepherd]

Baylee felt wanted for the first time since he was send to the orphanage. Throughout his time he noticed someone watching and following him. He amused he was a death eater and kept his distance away from the person. He was still pretty hurt and hugged her more refusing too let her go. She was more than just a friend too him now and only he knew that. He was good at hiding his feelings. Too good sometimes. He wondered there would be a ball of some kind here this time, as he would ask Belle too the dance. The reasons. She was really stunning and he loved her deeply. His shyness was getting the way, just like his father did too his mom. Playing with his fingers a little he looked at Belle some more. I don't want too be a burden for your family. It's wouldn't be the same without my mother and I miss her so much. I wished that she was still here, why do the Death Eaters have too destroy families like this? He said while a single fell down his cheek as his heart was hurting so badly.

My mother was into the whole reglious thing. My father beated me out of it, so I am sorry I can't start believing that again and risk of getting beaten again. He looked feeling he have hurt her feeling a little by saying that now. He felt really bad for saying it now.

Taking her her hand back some he stroked the palm slightly. You don't really know me either. I am very aggressive and can be violent Belle. I hurt people with my magic without knowing it. He looked down as he hurt soem kid breaking his back the same in fact as well. His heart was beating deeply as he was feeling wierd in his stomach. Butterfiles were developing and he hugged her tighter again. Squeezing her a little just showing his friendship and bondness back. I don't like hospitals... My arm is fine... There are doctors in that hospital and I hate it he shaked deeply as he was given robe ready too leave. You be there all the time? He asked her and felt her lips touching his cheek. What was that? He asked as he never at that before and he kissed her cheek back, and looked down the same time, getting really shy. The staff came and took him too the hospital.

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(Want to post John here or make a thread with him in ST Mungos?)

[belle marie rowan]

Belle sighed and nodded, she knew she’d hate to burden someone elses family, but she was sure no one, but Anna would mind her spending time with Baylee or even him being with them. “I’m sure it wouldn’t be a problem, but it’s alright if you don’t want to come, I understand,” she said with a bright smile on her face.

She just kept a smile on her face as she rubbed his arm slightly, “Well no one is going to beat you any more.” She was very certain of this, she wouldn’t let anything happen to Baylee. “But it’s okay, you don’t have to be religious, I’ll still be your friend,” she said lightly.

She seemed to relax in his touch, he made her feel safe from the glare of her sister. Safe from anything Anna or Avery could do to her, and that alone made her like Baylee even more. “Well if it means spending time with you, then I will risk it,” she was calm, even after hearing the words come out of his mouth. She hugged him tighter as well, trying to calm him down, “It’s gonna be alright from now on. I promise you.” Leaning her head on his shoulder she breathed him in before letting go, “I’ll be there the whole time.” She took his hand in hers and tilted her head sligjtly, “What was what?” She bite her lip and followed.

((I'll post it here))

[john malcolm smith]

John was waiting silently for Baylee to get here, he heard that he was coming and he was making sure that he took care of it. He was waiting in an office on the fourth floor, hoping that they would hurry up. He was trying to find away to let Baylee know that he was his father, without giving away Leighanne, and it was a hard task at hand.

Maybe as he fixes him up, he could take some dna, maybe, who knew. He just needed to find away, as he heard that his son was here with a girl, his eyes lit up. He hadn’t heard a thing about that, he shouldn’t of left so soon, he could of saw him meet her. He hoped that she was nice as he walked into the room they sat him in.

“Hello," he said calmly.

[baylee thomas shepherd]

He understood what she meant and that was special too him. No one have been kind or wanted too know him as much she as she did. He stroked her hand more and smiled. He could never hurt her, that wasn't him at all. Spending time with her was worth the risk of getting into trouble with anyone around. He weould even do detention for her and that was saying something now.

I would never hurt you Belle. I would hurt the people that dare too make your life a misey, I would make they bones clench together and pain running down they body. He was talking about the torture curse which was of course wasn't allowed too be used by anyone, unless you want too get locked up that is.

He was please that she wasn't scared of him and he hugged her deeply some more. She was like a perfect Storm too him. He would end up singing too her right now as he was like in a trance. With her hug there was something about them. His mother was the only one who knew how too calm him down, but as she hugged him, he felt sercure and love which was amazing him now.

No one knows that for sure Belle. There is some one watching me and not in a good way, I can feel it in my bones. Death Eaters are after me Belle and I don't want you hurt or killed. I already killed my mom and dad. Karma follows me everywhere he said as she placed her head on his shoulders.

Holding her hand tightly he was getting more red. Shyness was playing the part in this feeling he was getting right now. Red marks were developing around his cheek and he was getting really warm. I meant by the lip touching on the cheek. What was that? He never been kissed by a girl before, expect from his mother, but that doesn't count right?. Still he waited for that as he walked until the professors apprated them too ST Mungos.

Arriving at the building was another task for him too overcome. Holding his arm which was covered in self marked scars and also from the spell damage he have done. He sat in a room and looked at the man, which he saw before. He shaked deeply and looked at Belle and then back at John. Hello... They brought me for nothing I am fine he used too do this to his mother when he was sick. His arm was burning badly and it stang him lot. He kept his head low as he was scared of these places and wanted his mother.

Before he couldn't let him touch him so he jumped from the couch and went towards the door, wanting too leave. He pulled his wand out threathen him as he was basically sacred.