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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 23, 2010 0:18:15 GMT -5
Caileigh sighed. “What do you want me to say Kobby?” She asked still quietly. She looked down at her shoes. She really didn’t come here to fight so much. “I already told you” She said still looking at her shoes, “I couldn’t tell anyone I had orders.” She explained once more still eyeing her shoes. She hated feeling this weak, this emotional. It was pathetic of her. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to tell Kobby when she left, but they weren’t really on speaking terms at that point. He had broken her heart and she wasn’t sure that he realized that. “Besides,” she said finally looking up with a steely glint in her eyes, “You left me already” She pointed out. “You left me first.”
Caileigh bent down and picked up her wand holding it tightly. She wasn’t going to go down like this. If he wanted to fight then they were going to fight. Who was he to try and make her feel guilty for trying to do something with her life? She found her calling and she wasn’t about to half ass it just for some ex-boyfriend.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 23, 2010 0:26:58 GMT -5
"Yeah Cay, I broke up with you because your anorexia was too much for me. I couldn't handle the stress but I didn't just disappear on you" He watched as she bent down and picked up her wand again. She gave him a look like she wanted to kill him and that was fine if she felt like that, but Kobby wasn't going to fight her. He didn't care.
"Look at you Cay, ready to fight me for no reason?" He shook his head a little bit before sticking his wand into the inside of his coat. "I haven't done anything wrong, and if your going to act like a child, I'm leaving. I've missed you more then anyone should be able to miss something, and your just willing to ignore that" He shook his head, rather disappointed.
"You've changed, that's obvious but not in a good way"
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 23, 2010 0:39:48 GMT -5
The glint in Caileigh’s eyes stayed. “How’s your arm?” She yelled after his retreating back. She had seen him grasping it when she had first started watching him. She also knew he was a deatheater. Putting two and two together she just assumed he was being called for something. “Not going?” She questioned in a slightly quiter tone.
She was incredibly surprised to find out that Kobby had joined the deatheaters. He just never seemed the type, but he had started to change since his parents died. It was almost like he was an entirely different person now. She wanted to know where her Kobby went and when he was coming back.
“Maybe you’ve changed too.” She challenged. “The Kobby I knew wouldn’t be just walking away so easily. Or maybe he would? After all it’s what your good at.” She finished wanting to hit herself. She didn’t want to be so cruel but it’s just what came naturally now. Letting people close would only get her hurt.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 23, 2010 0:48:48 GMT -5
Kobby rubbed his teeth together in frusteration. He had put his wand down, told her that he had loved her and she was still going to be a btich? Whey did she even care about his arm, it was obvious she had no lasting feelings for him. Or at least, thats how it seemed to him.
"My arm is fine, and no I am not going because for once I'm going to do what I want with my own life. Just this once, because I'm sick of everyone having control over me but myself" He eyed her, daring her to say something about it. Kobby had put up with everything she had said, but this was nothing close to her business.
"And changing is up happens when people get older. You would know me, if you hadn't left. Fuck Cay, we could be together right this moment, instead of fighting over nothing!" Kobby's voice had raised now.
He was right, they were fighting back and forth but honestly he couldn't remember what they were fighting about.
"How can you just stand there? Do you not want to come over here and hug me? Or say that you truly missed me? Or hit me?" Kobby wanted to do all of that and more to Caileigh. He had so many thoughts going through his head right now he couldn't even keep them straight.
He took a few steps closer to her, and lowered his voice. "If you don't do something, I swear I'm leaving because standing her and just looking at you is too much" If Kobby had ever said anything honest in his life, it was certainly that statement.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 23, 2010 1:25:50 GMT -5
Caileigh knew he was telling the truth. The ball was in her court but she had no idea what she was going to do with it. She wanted to run up to him, to pretend that they weren’t both different people in a different time. She wanted everything to go back to how it was before, but she knew it wouldn’t. It wouldn’t be the same. They were too different. She watched him step closer and she wanted to run to him, but she couldn’t. Not now.
“No,” She said angrily, “We wouldn’t be together. You would still be gone.” She accused her eyes softening. “And I would be alone.” She added to quietly to herself. “And I did say that I missed you.” She continued to point out in slight annoyance. It wasn’t fair to put this all on her. He had to know that. They were both to blame, but neither would take the blame.
She could feel his emotions’ pouring off of him in waves, so many emotions that she herself was also feeling. She couldn’t pin point one emotion. It felt like a tidal wave of emotion. Frustration, anger, hurt, caring, it was all too much she couldn’t even tell which were his and which were hers.
She felt behind her for a tree to lean against as the emotions overtook her body. She felt her back hit the tree and she let her body slide down its rough surface not caring to the slight pain it was causing until she was sitting on her legs with her back pressing against the old tree. She pulled her arms so that her elbows were resting on her legs and put her head in her hands forcing back the tears that were threatening to fall.
“I can’t” She said weakly into her hands barely loud enough to be heard. “You don’t understand.”
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 23, 2010 13:16:49 GMT -5
Kobby looked down as he took a deep breath. That had annoyed him, her saying that she would be alone if she hadn't left.
"Compared to what? Are you telling me that your not alone now?" Kobby let a laugh escape through his lips. That was funny to him, because from what he saw she was alone and she felt alone. Why else would she have come back.
She slid down the tree and he watched her fall, for a second he reached out to grab her, but pulled his hands back. If she had wanted his help, wouldn't she have asked for it?
"And I understand perfectly that it's hard to be close to anyone when your in with the death eaters. They ruin lives, though it's convenient it still sucks sometimes" Kobby dropped down to her level, on the balls of his feet he balanced his elbows on his knees and reached out to put a hand under her chin.
"You don't seem very happy Cay, but you could be if you would stop being stubborn..."
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 23, 2010 13:39:04 GMT -5
Caileigh continued to look down. Was she alone? The thought hadn't occured to her until that moment. Sure she was surrounded by people everyday but did these people even care about her? If she died who would really care? No one.
"They don't ruin lives" She said softly, "Not if your loyal, they create lives. Can't you see that?" She asked finally looking up managing to hold back her tears. "Who was I before I became a death eater Kobby?" She asked her voice gaining strength as she let herself believe that somewhere deep down the death eaters needed her. "I was a nobody, with no purpose in life. I was half dead." She shook her head. "Now look at me, I'm powerful" She said snorting, "Or I was before you came around again." She added as an afterthought
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 23, 2010 14:06:49 GMT -5
Kobby eyed her, and let his face soften. Yeah, she had been sick and yeah, she seemed to be better now but how was she better? Physically, he had to admit, she looked tons better but he still thought she could put on some weight. She certainly wasn't ill like before and he was happy to see that she wasn't starving as she had before but even with that was she alright emotionally? Looking at her, she didn't seem to be. Her words were all over the place, and she was angry. A healthy person isn't as angry as she seemed to be and when they talked Caileigh sounded as if she didn't know what she wanted in life.
One moment she was saying how much she missed him, then the next she was ready fight. Something was off.
"And 'being powerful' can come with many meanings, obviously. I don't doubt your abilities as a witch, but that has nothing to do with how you feel and Cay, you came here. Up until I saw you, I thought you were dead" He raised an eyebrow before biting his lip gently.
He was almost certain she was going to slap, but he didn't care at the moment. Kobby removed his hand from her chin to move some hair from her eyes before pressing his lips to hers.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 23, 2010 15:30:06 GMT -5
Caileigh stared into Kobbs eyes. She knew he was right but something inside of her kept insisting he was wrong. She didn't want him to be right. It hurt for him to be right.
She watched as he moved a piece of her hair out of her face that she didn't even realize was there and before she even had a chance to think, to respond, to stop it she felt his lips on hers. Her eyes closed in an automatic response. Her mind shut off. For one blissful moment Caileigh allowed herself to get lost in the kiss. Then her mind kicked in
She pulled away, her lips parted slightly in suprise and stared into his eyes. Those eyes that she missed so much. LKobbyL she said softly then stopped. She had no words. All she wanted was to feel his lips against hers again but she knew she shouldn't. She was dangerous to him and he could ruin everything she had worked so hard for with on simple move.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 23, 2010 17:14:22 GMT -5
Caileigh whispered his name gently, but he put a finger over her mouth. "No, Cay. I do not care if this is wrong, this is what I want and I haven't done something I have wanted in a long time" Kobby eyed her for a moment before letting out a sigh.
"Won't you try?" He asked, sincerely curious about it. She said herself that she had missed him and though Kobby had no idea what she was really thinking we wanted to believe her.
Kobby let his head hang to the side a little bit as he was thinking, trying to figure out what she was thinking. What this whole thing was. he inwardly groaned to himself, tired.
And to think that all of this happened because he was in the forest, doing what he had been told to do. Kobby seriously believed that were down sides of being a death eater.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 23, 2010 17:31:42 GMT -5
Caileigh just stared at Kobby as he put a finger to her lips. He had no idea how much she wanted this. How much she wanted to feel somthing, something real but he didn't understand how dangerous it really was for her to even be here. She had so many enemies everywhere but she wanted this.
Gently she took the sides of her fingers and brushed them against his cheek and jaw line, her desires starting to take over. Who would know? No one would ever find out if she gave in just this once
"I am trying" she said gently.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 23, 2010 17:47:03 GMT -5
"Try harder" He muttered with a somewhat rushed voice was he put his hand over hers and entertwined their fingers. It was now or never, and he knew that as he saw the doubt running across her face. He couldn't blame her, Kobby knew he had hurt her but honestly he regretted it. And Kobby knew the risks as well, and for him it was riskier because he was working for both sides.
Kobby let go of her hand, and reaching out he took her by the waist and pulled her body to his. "Cay..." He muttered, touching his forehead to hers before crushing his mouth to hers.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 23, 2010 18:11:01 GMT -5
Caileigh was not suprised when he kissed her this time. In fact, she was wishing he would make the first move again. The truth was she was terrified. Terrified to give herself over to him again. Terrified to get hurt again. She didn't know if she could handle it again
All thoughts left her head as she felt his lips crash into her once again almost despretly this time. It wasn't the gentle unsure kiss that he had suprised her with just moments ago. This kiss held much more.
She returned his kiss just as hungrily, trying to convey all the emotions she was feeling. Through the kiss. She moaned softly against his lips knowing that it was wrong but no longer caring.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 23, 2010 18:28:58 GMT -5
When Cay returned the kiss, Kobby almost let out a sigh of relief. He felt like he had finally got through to her, and was the relief hit him, his frustration left as he pulled her farther onto his lap and let his back rest against a tree. Kobby bit her bottom lip gently, and tangled his hands in her long hair.
She had always had long hair, and he hoped that if anything, that always stayed the same. When she moaned, Kobby closed his eyes and held her hair in his hands.
He hadn't realized how much he really missed her until this moment, and he was over flooded with the honesty of the situation. A low groan rumbled in his throat as he reached for the buttons on her jacket.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 23, 2010 19:24:44 GMT -5
Caileigh was in heaven. She had just died and went to heaven. She loved the feel of Kobby's hands in her hair. She loved to feeling of being close to someone she actually cared about. It felt amazing.
She allowed Kobby to pull her into his lap as she pressed her body closer to him and ran her slender hands through his hair wraping one around.the back of his neck pulling him closer wanting to be as close as possible. Yes, this was heaven.
Caileigh felt him reach for her coat. She untangled her hand from his hair and undid the buttons for him pulling off her coat with ease before putting her hand on to his cheek gently.
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