kobby glenn hunter
professor
head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 18:54:52 GMT -5
Kobby knew that she still cared about him,but he wanted to say to it. Because he had said it a few times now, and he still feels like she hasn't tried to show him what she was thinking.
"And why did you want to see me?" Kobby didn't know if they could be together, but he did know that he would try. Kobby has really loved her and though he wasn't in love with her anymore, he could see himself falling for her all over again. Kobby hadn't fallen out of love because they hadn't worked out, he had fallen out of the love because thats what happens when you don't see a person for as long as they went without seeing each other.
"Help me understand why it is that your here, because I don't but I want to" Kobby looked down at her, and they were close. She was upset, and he wanted to just hug her and tell her everything would be okay but he needed her to tell him this one thing.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 19:01:30 GMT -5
Caileigh closed her eyes. She didn't want to see his face when she explained herself but he deserved to know.
"Because I'm still in love with you." She said quietly. "I've been in love with you for a long time now, even when I was gone the only thing that kept me alive was that I knew you were out here somewhere alive and happy." She continued figiting with the end of her jacket. "I kept thinking about coming back to you but I wasn't allowed to come back, he would have killed me." She said refering to Voldemort. "I know you don't feel the same anymore but you deserve to know."
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kobby glenn hunter
professor
head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 19:08:44 GMT -5
Kobby listened to her talk, and when she was finished he looked up and thought for a moment. He figured she would say that she still cared about him,but that she still loved him? KObby hadn't heard someone say that to him in a long time, besides his sister but of course they loved each other. They were what the other had.
"Alright Caileigh" He said, looking down at her again. He noticed that she was figiting with her jacket, and took her hands in his to stop her. "I still love you, and I always will but to say that I'm in love with you right this moment would be a lie.. " He paused for a moment.
"Now thats not saying I couldn't fall in love with her again, but you need to understand that for that to happen,I have to get to know you now. Who you are now, and if I'm going to do this I need you to try and control your anger. I know that your angry, and I'm not telling you not to be angry but try to manage it alright? And I'll try to understand what happened when you left. It's clear to me that you aren't who you use to be, but it's been a long time"
Kobby looked at her for a moment before pulling her into a hug. "I'm sorry that my anger scared you, I'm normally very good at controlling that side of me alright.."
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 19:17:01 GMT -5
Caileighs eyes remained shut. She couldn't look at him, she wasn't even sure what possesed her to tell the truth. She could have lied and he never would have known the difference. He didn't say anything for a minute and she took that as a bad sign so when he started to talk she was almost hopeful for a minute that maybe she hadn't just told him everything she had kept inside for all these years. However her hopes were crushed when he said he wasn't in love with her. Of course he wasn't still in love with her. Who could love her? She was a terrible human being and her father had been right all along.
In her rush to believe that he didn't love her anymore she had completely missed the other half of what he said so when he pulled her into him she was incredible confused. Caileighs eyebrows furrowed together as she decided that maybe she should keep listening to him. Maybe she would be less confused. "I tend to bring out the worst in people" She said with an eyebrow raised.
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kobby glenn hunter
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head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 19:22:05 GMT -5
Kobby laughed a little at her muffled response, but shook his head.
"I shouldn't have you let you bring it out.. I should be a stronger person when It's obvious you came here for a reason.." He looked down at her, but could only see her blond hair and thought about kissing her. God, he wanted to kiss her but he knew that would be a bad idea. For now on, he would let her move things forward because it was obvious that Kobby was bad at timing things.
"Would you still like to go to dinner, or would you rather do something else?" Kobby did though, kiss the top of her head. That wouldn't be crossing the line would it?
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 19:32:17 GMT -5
Caileigh was still confused having not heard most of what Kobby had said.
"Wait" she said her eyebrows still furrowed. "Your not mad at me?" she asked in confusion.
As confused as she was she couldn't help but melt into his arms. She had missed him so much and being close to him again was amazing. She missed everything about him from how she felt like she fit perfectly into his arms to his smell. She felt his lips meet the top of his head and she smiled. She wrapped her arms around him loosely. She didn't know why he was holding her but she was going to enjoy it while it lasted.
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kobby glenn hunter
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head of ravenclaw transfiguration
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 19:39:02 GMT -5
"No Cay, I'm not mad anymore.." He let a small smile take over his lips as he felt her arms wrap about his frame.
Kobby rested his chin on her head for a moment before pulling her face up to his and very gently let his lips touch her cheek. It wasn't what he wanted to kiss, but Kobby could be patient. Though he wasn't very good at it, he would try for her. Even if they didn't get back together, Kobby knew he could be a good friend to her when she had no one else.
"Where would you like to go?" He asked, still looking at her face.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 19:50:22 GMT -5
Caileigh smiled, a genuine smile. She wasn't sure what had got them to this point but she wasn't going to question it anymore. She knew she should probably ask what he had said when she wasn't paying attention but hey, ignorance is bliss right? She had a bad feeling that if she questioned it she wouldn't like what she found out.
She pulled away from Kobby her eyes slightly guarded still. "Should we just keep going to The Three Broomsticks?" She asked quietly. She didn't know anywhere else to eat around here anymore and she just wanted to spend time with him. It didn't matter where they went as long as they were not fighting anymore.
She was tempted to break into his mind again but knew that if he hadn't noticed yet he would start to and she knew that it was going to cause another fight and that was not what she wanted right now.
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kobby glenn hunter
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head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 20:24:04 GMT -5
Kobby watched her and nodded.
"If thats really where you wanna go, we can go there. But it's falling apart compared to what it use to be, just so that you know" He shrugged lightly, and made to turn so that they could start walking towards the small pub.
he wasn't sure what he was doing, but he felt good about it. Fighting could be good, especially when there are people who have so much history but don't really know anything about the other one. Fighting could mean progress, and when a person fights, it means that they care.
he thought about where tonight could lead and got shivers. Kobby was going to make sure that he didn't drink all that much, otherwise things would lead to something he wasn't sure he wanted to happen just yet.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 20:38:08 GMT -5
Caileigh smiled over at Kobby as she followed him. "Well then where do you want to go?" she asked seriously. She really didn't know anywhere else to go having been gone for several years.
Caileigh watched Kobby was she walked next to him. He had changed alot, gotten older wiser probably smarter if that was possible. She wondered how different she looked now since the last time he had seen her. She had gained several pounds since then, but she was in really good shape, having taken up running and dancing to keep in shape. She would eat now, not alot, but more then she had when he had last seen her. She must look alot different, hopefully in a good way. What if he thought that she was gross now. Maybe he had liked her better when she was thinner. Was she fat now? she wondered looking down at herself slightly as she continued to walk, hoping Kobby didn't notice.
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kobby glenn hunter
professor
head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
Posts: 193
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 21:11:48 GMT -5
"Well..." Kobby thought to himself for a moment then grinned."There is this little dinner right down the street from the daily prophet... but then we would have to go to Diagon Alley.." Kobby continued to walk for a moment before taking Caileigh's hand in his.
He still couldn't get over the fact that her skin had some warmth to it. It was still a little cold and that could be due to the fact that he was actually cold outside but still. He looked at Caileigh and grinned a little before looking forward again. He fell into step with her as he thought about how she looked now.
Kobby thought she looked good, but he wouldn't complain if she gained a few more pounds. She certainly wasn't close the death like before, but Kobby could imagine that she still struggles. he bit his lip for moment, thinking back to his muggle comment.
He stopped and turned to face her. "I'm sorry about what I said..about your anorexia" Kobby paused for moment as a breath rushed out of him. That was the first time he had ever called it that,normally he referred to it as a 'sickness' or 'disease'. He felt odd, and uncomfortable now,with it being said. "I know that it's something I don't understand, and I shouldn't make comments about it when I knew it was going to hurt you.. will you forgive me Cay?" He asked in a soft voice.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 21:37:23 GMT -5
Caileigh looked over at Kobby. It was strange how fast their moods had changed. They went from being at each others throats to being friendly, almost like thing were like they had used to be.
"Wherever you want to go." She said looking back straight ahead so she could check where she was walking. She frowned slightly at his mention of her illness. He had never called it by name before. Did this mean he was finally acnowledging that it wasn't entirely her fault? This was a good step in the right direction.
"Its ok" She said quietly not looking back over at him. She didn't want to talk about their fights or her illness, she wanted to get to know Kobby again.
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kobby glenn hunter
professor
head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
Posts: 193
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 22:57:05 GMT -5
Kobby grinned a little when she said it was okay. He felt bad about it, but at least she wasn't pissed about it anymore. Kobby couldn't even remember what had caused him to say it, when he knew that it would hurt her.
"The Broomsticks will be alright, it's something you know. We can talk there too, cz it'll be a little more quiet then that Dinner"
They continued to walk through the forest, and Kobby thought about how annoying it was that he could just apparate out and to the pub they were heading. Especially with it being cold.
"Even though we fought, I am glad that you found me.."
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 23:07:52 GMT -5
Caileigh smiled but didn't respond. She had already said everything that she needed to say and she figured they needed no words anymore when it came to the subject. He knew how she felt.
They kept walking for a while in mostly silence. It wasn't an uncomfortable silence and it was nice just to enjoy his company for a while. As they approached the village, Caileigh looked around. Alot had changed since she had last been here so many years ago. It looked almost run down, like the war had hit here the hardest. She supposed that it had probably never recovered fully from the war. No one was really on the street, it just showed how afraid people still were. They should be afraid though.
They passes several shops, most of which were now abandoned. It was almost sad. As they approached The Three Broomsticks, Caileigh noticed how shady the area had really become. She stopped outside and just looked around. "Wow" She said her eyes traveling from building to building. It was definatly different.
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kobby glenn hunter
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head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 13, 2010 23:46:27 GMT -5
They entered the pub and Kobby moved towards a table that he normally sat at. He couldn't remember if he had been a big fan back when the two use to sneak out and come here, but he hoped that she wouldn't be surprised when he ordered a firewhisky. It wasn't that he didn't remember himself back then, it was just that such a small thing was hard to think about when he had had so much more on his mind then.
"I usually just sit over here.." He muttered as he reached the small table. It wasn't a completely secluded table, but it was enough so that the two would be able to have a private conversation. He held a chair out for her as he watched her
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