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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 30, 2010 13:41:12 GMT -5
Caileigh snorted in amusement. She had learned a long time ago that she could never have a home because she could never care about one place for that long. Sure she could have a house. If fact, Caileigh had several, one in almost every county she has lived in, at one point or another but she couldn't consider any of them to be a home.
"Well good for you then Kobby" She said taking her hand out of his. He had hit a slight nerve with this conversation, but she was trying her best to remain civil. "Have fun with your children then." She added wincing as she said it. Opps, she thought to herself. That wasn't very nice.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 5, 2010 13:53:47 GMT -5
Kobby sighed at her defensive response. That wasn't fair, how she was acting because he was trying to help her. There wasn't any reason for her to always act like a child, but Kobby was getting the idea that she didn't understand how to be an adult yet. That would make sense because when she was sick, Caileigh didn't get a chance to be a child and now that she isn't suffering so much as before, Kobby can imagine she isn't sure what to do with herself.
"That isn't fair Cay.." He pointed out as his hand fell to his side. He didn't like that she was hostile, she was a beautiful women but her personality was making her ugly. She was going to be like that, Caileigh wouldn't be able to be happy.
"I'm only trying to help you, I'm not the person you need to hate right now even if your upset with me you need to know that."
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 5, 2010 14:50:28 GMT -5
Caileighstopped walking and turned on her heels to glare at Kobby angrily, Isn't fair he said. She wanted to laugh at him but she was too angry now.
"Isn't fair" She said still glaring with hate in her eyes. "Isn't fair," She repeated in disbelief, "You know what isn't fair," she continued trying to make Kobby drop dead with her eyes. "Being completely alone in the world, having the only person you care about abandon you because of things you've been told your entire life. You know how my father was." She said holding one thin but well manicured finger out in Kobbys direction menacingly as her voice increased in volume, "You knew how he treated me and still you just left me alone, knowing I had no one else." She finished almost yelling now.
She couldn't believe him, trying to make her out to be the bad guy here. Yes he was young when they were together but so was she. Didn't she deserve to have at least one person care about her?
"But, I don't hate you Kobby." She said pulling her fingers into fists at her side now. "I don't have any feelings for you anymore, your a nobody, Your unimportant now." She said shaking her head.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 8, 2010 23:58:37 GMT -5
When Caileigh stopped walking, so did Kobby. She looked pissed off, but he just watched her. This game was beginning to piss him off, but Kobby didn’t want to fight with her anymore. Hadn’t there been enough fighting? Those last few days they had been together, Kobby had yelled at her about everything, and she hadn’t done anything but he had been angry. Angry with the fact that he didn’t have anyone but his little sister, who was hardly someone to be with. Angry that his girlfriend had a sickness he didn’t understand but mostly angry at himself for getting involved with things he hadn’t understood at the time.
She stuck her finger in his face and Kobby let his eyes turn to slits. This was bullshit. “Yeah Cailigh, not fucking fair!” he replied angerly at her. He started to walk towards her, but not in a loving way. He could just hit her right now, didn’t she realize he was trying help her.
“At least you had a father! What did I have? I little sister who could barely speak English. What? An empty house to go home to because both of my parents were killed. Or maybe the fact that my girlfriend, that person who is suppose to support me, could only cry to me about how horrible she looked when I could see her bones??” He raised an eyebrow as he made his hand into a fist.
Kobby had never truly felt that he could hit a women before. He had always sworn that he wouldn’t be violent against a women, and though he wanted to hit her he knew that he wouldn’t. Still, the thought scared him and he looked at her.
“Life isn’t fucking fair caileigh, but eventually you have to stop being a child and get over it. Yeah, I broke up with you but being a bitch about it isn’t going to change anything!”
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 10, 2010 23:20:43 GMT -5
Caileigh raised her eyebrow as Kobby walked closer to her menacingly. She knew he wouldn’t hit her, no matter how angry he got. That just wasn’t Kobby. He couldn’t hit her.
A smirk slowly formed as she watched him rant. She knew all about his past and she knew it wasn’t great but she couldn’t force herself to feel saddened for him. She couldn’t even pity him. Yeah his life sucked but so did hers. “But being a bitch is fun Kobby.” Caileigh said still smirking. She knew he was angry now. ‘Good’ she thought. ‘At least now he was showing something real, at least now he had some kind of emotion’
“At least you had your sister.” She stated plainly replacing her smirk with a completely straight face, “I had an abusive father” She said in a deadly calm voice. “He would beat on me and tell me just how stupid and ugly and worthless I was every time I went home, so I’m not really all that sorry if my disease inconvenienced you because I didn’t exactly choose to be anorexic did I?”
She stared at him for a moment before turning back around and continuing to walk. She didn’t even care if he followed her anymore, she didn’t need his charity dinner anyways.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 10, 2010 23:49:38 GMT -5
“Yeah, I’m sure your muggle disease made him proud” Kobby said it before he could stop himself. Comparing her to a muggle was a shitty thing to do, but he didn’t care. He hoped she was pissed and hurt and never came back. As far as he was concerned, Caileigh didn’t exist anymore, not his Caileigh. She had died when she disappeared, and now that he knew that Kobby would finally be able to think about something else. Maybe finding someone to be with long term, instead of all the one night stands he has been having. He was sick of just fucking some desperate female and moving onto the next one. It was lonely life, and he was sick of it.
“Fuck you Caileigh, no one can help you because you don’t want help. It isn’t my problem anymore, and as far as I’m concerned, you no longer exist. My Cay is gone, and just a cold and selfish whore is left over”
Kobby grinded his teeth as he turned in the other direction and started to walk away from her. His arm started to burn again and he groaned. ‘fuck that…’ he thought to himself bitterly as he shoved his hands into his pocket.
Kobby was done with this shit…
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 0:03:03 GMT -5
Caileigh froze. Her eyes turned to slits and she reached into her coat pocket pulling out her wand. Kobby could call her a lot of things. If fact, there were very few names she hadn’t been called yet. A bitch, yea she was, a whore, yeah that’s true too but to compare her to muggle filth was far below the belt and she couldn’t ignore that.
She turned slowly back towards Kobby her mind running a mile a minute. She didn’t want to hurt him but she couldn’t think of anything but killing him at this point. She could fling any curse at him at this point or she could just run up and punch him at this point. All she knew was that he needed to feel some kind of pain.
“Impedimenta” She said as calmly as she could pointing her wand at Kobby. Attacking someone when their back is turned was not her usual mo but she couldn’t let him just walk away like this. No that was just not going to happen.
Caileigh started to walk towards him, her heeled boots cracking twigs and rustling the leaves. She stopped when she was standing right in front of him with her wand still drawn out in front of her pointed at Kobby.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 17:39:32 GMT -5
One second Kobby was walking as any other pissed off person would. At a steady pace, a little faster then a normal speed walk and then he couldn't walk all that fast anymore. he groaned to himself, and turned to look at Caileigh.
"So what, your gonna keep my captive now??" He asked with somewhat of a laugh. Yeah, she was good Death Eater the way she had just charmed him behind his back. A real duelist would never attack someone from behind, or at least,that was how Kobby saw it.
"You can do whatever you want, it isn't going to change my mind right now. What I need is to get away from you, because I"m thinking things I've never thought before and it scares me. So just stop!" He looked at her with hatred, though he knew deep inside he didn't hate her.
Kobby could never hate someone with as much history as they have had. "Please Caileigh, I need to go..." He let his sentence break off as he watched her. Kobby wasn't trying to walk anymore, if she was going to use force to keep him here. Though, he wasn't going to have much respect for her after this..
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 17:56:10 GMT -5
Caileigh held her stance as she watched him carefully. She pushed her way into his mind once again as she barely listened to what he had to say. It didn't matter what he was saying to her now, all she cared about was what he had said just moments before. He knew it was bellow the belt and yet here he was, suprised that she was angry with him. Suprised that she had attacked him back. Suprised that she finally developed a backbone.
She saw how angry he was with her. 'good' she thought maybe now he would stop being so perfect and show some real emotions towards her.
"No" She said quietly as she ended her spell but kept her wand pointed at him, "I like this Kobby" She said with very little emotion. "Your not so perfect after all are you? Finally showing some real emotions. Do you want to hit me Kobby? Hurt me? Well go ahead." She dropped her wand to the ground. "Do something" She said calmly.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 18:05:25 GMT -5
"Your absolutely insane, just that your aware of that. A real man doesn't hit a women Caileigh. Who would I be if I just hit you? What would that solve?" he asked looking at her. He didn't understand why she wanted him to hit her. Wasn't it enough that he hated her right now?
"If I hit you, all thats going to do is make this worse, and I'll feel like a complete fucking arse later and that is not the kind of person I am" He knew that he could walk now, because he no longer felt like he was trapped.
Caileigh dropped her wand, and he just shook his head.
"Caileigh, you are not okay right now and neither is this. I'm leaving, I have things to do that are way better then arguing against hitting you"
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 18:13:56 GMT -5
Caileigh shook her head. It wasn't worth the fighting anymore. She would just have to realize that Kobby just didn't care anymore. She just couldn't handle anymore. Physical abuse she could handle, emotional abuse was something she wasn't used to anymore.
"Then go" She whispered in a small voice. She really hoped that he wouldn't just leave her again but she wasn't going to force him to stay either. If he really wanted to go then she would let him go but she vowed to herself that if he left her again she wouldn't go back for him. She would let him go dispite the fact that she had come back for him.
"after all," She said more to herself then to him. "Its what your good at." she finished shaking her head slightly as she watched his eyes. She knew he was angry and in a way he had a right to be angry.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 18:21:21 GMT -5
Kobby balled a fist, then let it relax. He watched her, and when she spoke she sounded the helpless. What game was she playing? Kobby felt like the rules kept playing,and this was one of the exact reason's he had ended it with her in the first time. She's always been an emotional rollercoaster, and Kobby can only ride along for so long.
Kobby moved closer to her, with his face inches from his. He held on her to shoulders, with a little bit more force than he would to have liked to but what is a person to do when there so far beyond mad. "What the hell do you want from me Caileigh? You show up out of nowhere, and act like a child? I didn't force you to come here and see me, or look for me. You just showed up, and I stayed to talk to you"
Kobby let her go, but with a force then would feel like a push to her. Walking around, he put his hands on his hands, and closed his eyes as he thought about this. He bit his lips for a moment, before opening his eyes and standing with his back to her.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 18:31:09 GMT -5
Caileigh watched out the corner of her eye as Kobbys hand balled into a fist. He came towards her and her body stiffened slightly as he grabbed her roughly. She didn't know this Kobby and if she was honest, she didn't like this Kobby either. As much as she had asked for him to get rough she didn't like it. It wasn't Kobby. He was always so gentle, so soft. This Kobby was hard and rough.
Her muscles tightened as he released her just as roughly and she rocked on the heels of her boots slightly off centered and unbalanced. No she really didn't like this Kobby.
She closed her eyes for a moment as she regained her center of gravity. She was shaking slightly and didn't know what to say to him. She didn't even know what they were doing here anymore. What did she want? What had she expected coming back here?
"So leave" She said shakily. "But I came back for you" She continued in her shaky voice before biting her chapped lips not moving from her spot. She didn't know whether to go to him or let him leave.
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Oct 11, 2010 18:39:11 GMT -5
Kobby heard the fear in her voice and sighed as he turned to look at her. This was why Kobby had wanted to leave, before she would have a chance to fear him. Kobby didn't want any women to feel threatened around him, and even though he hadn't hit her he felt like he had.
"Do you see now Caileigh?" His voice was gentle, but it was clear that he was still really upset.
"I don't get angry like this, because I know how I get when I do get pissed off..." He sighed and watched her for a moment, then she said something and he watched her.
"Why are you acting like this then? If you really came back for me, why did you say all those things, and make me feel like this?" He shook his head,and held his arms out to the sides of him as he asked her ."Look where we are right now, of all places? Were completely alone, and you're willing to get me so mad that I have thoughts about hitting you? Caileigh, I'm a big guy and if I didn't have control over myself I could seriously injure you. Is that what you want?"
He walked to her again, and gently raised her face to look at him before taking his hand from her. "I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I had hit you..that isn't what I'm about. I don't have to hit a women to make myself feel powerful.."
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Oct 11, 2010 18:50:27 GMT -5
Caileigh opened her eyes slowly and didn't take them off of Kobby. What he didn't seem to realize was that he was hurting her anyway. It didn't matter that he hadn't physically hit her. Just seeing him was emotionally hard on her. Yet here she was, still hoping that somehow they could figure something out. She wanted to be with him still but she wasn't sure that was what he wanted anymore.
She shook her head. He had to know that he was hurting her. He wasn't that stupid. "I. . ." She started to say but trailed off shaking her head again. There was nothing left to say to him. They had already been over everything but nothing was changing. He took her chin and moved her face so she was looking him in the eyes. " I don't know" She finally said softly meeting his eyes. "I just wanted to see you."
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