kobby glenn hunter
professor
head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 24, 2010 1:28:42 GMT -5
God, Kobby just couldn't get enough. He couldn't remember the last time he had been this close with someone who he could honestly say he cared about. Yeah, he and Violet had been involved lately, and yeah he cared about her but she was still a child. And Kobby had to watch his every move with her, but with Caileigh.. Kobby didn't have to watch what he said, or where his hands went. Or about moving to fast, or speaking to loud or anything. It just was what it was.
He felt Caileigh put an arm around his neck and moved his lips from her mouth to her jaw line and down to her neck. She apparently thought he wasn't capable of taking off her jacket because she did it for him. That was fine with him, Kobby didn't care who did the undressing.
He grinned lightly for a moment before nibbling on her ear.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 24, 2010 1:45:31 GMT -5
Caileigh suppressed another moan as she felt Kobby from her lips to her jaw line then down her neck. Her mind was completely shut off. She wasn’t even thinking about the consequences of her actions right now. All she wanted was to be as close as humanly possible to Kobby, in this moment.
Unfortunately, her mind had other ideas as it had finally started to wake up from its stupor and start going into hyper drive. What was she doing? They couldn’t be doing this. This is wrong. These thoughts started to circulate through her mind as she felt Kobby move to nibble on her ear.
Gently she pushed him away slightly so that their foreheads were resting together. “Wait” she said breathlessly. “Stop.”
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kobby glenn hunter
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head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 24, 2010 1:50:09 GMT -5
Kobby was breathing hard, and moved to lift her shirt when she pushed him away. He backed off, and looked at her breathing through mouth.
"Whats wrong?" He asked, biting gently on his bottom lip. He ran a hand through his hair, and pushed some of her hair off of her shoulder.
Yeah, it sucked that she had stopped him, but Kobby respected women sexually. He would never try and persuade a women into doing something she didn't want to, unlike a lot of other death eaters who just did what they wanted to anyone.
"Did I do something?" He asked a again, letting the back of his head rest against the tree.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 24, 2010 2:13:05 GMT -5
Caileigh forced her breathing to slow as she watched Kobby’s eyes closely. She knew he was going to be upset when she told her the reason they had stopped so she wanted to savor the last few moments that his eyes would show any kind of positive emotion toward her.
She shook her head slightly in response to his question. “We can’t do this” She said quietly knowing already that he wasn’t going to like that. “We really can’t do this” She finished pulling away from him and standing up strait. She closed her eyes for a fraction of a second before backing away slowly from him. “I’m sorry” She whispered continuing her very slow retreat.
She wanted to be with him but there was no way that they could be in a relationship. Not anymore and Kobby was not someone she could just be casual with, they had too much history already.
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kobby glenn hunter
professor
head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
Posts: 193
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 25, 2010 23:17:38 GMT -5
Kobby saw that she was watching him differently and his stomach sank. She was just going to start and stop, and it was really getting on his nerves. She started to talk, and Kobby just looked at her not knowing what else to say.
"Cay.." He started when she got up. He wasn't going to convince her to be with him, what was he going to say? It was stupid to try and convince into something if she didn't want it.
Standing up himself he walked towards her. They didn't have to do that, but she didn't have to leave either. He watched her, and sighed gently.
"We don't have to do that but couldn't we still talk?" she started to walk way and reached out to take her hand. "What if I bought you a good meal or something?" He asked watching her.
He hoped that wouldn't strike up a nerve or anything, but he really wanted to make sure she was alright. And she didn't have to be sorry for not doing that, Kobby was perfectly fine with it, all though he had to admit it was a slight disappointment.
"We can catch up" he said with a slight smile.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 26, 2010 20:00:47 GMT -5
Caileigh watched Kobby carefully. He didn’t seem mad but he didn’t seem happy either. It was odd. She looked at his hand and then back to his eyes. She wanted to know what he was thinking so badly but she felt like she would be invading his privacy too much if she did it again to him. He deserved more than that.
She thought about his proposal for a moment. Food sounded good. Caileigh hadn’t had a decent meal in a long time. She did eat now, just not much and not often enough so the thought of a good meal was both appealing and nauseating. She wasn’t even sure if she could eat a decent meal without getting sick anymore.
“Sure” she said slowly not taking his hand. She wasn’t really sure why she was agreeing to this. She couldn’t get involved with him but she also couldn’t help herself. She knew she should walk away but she didn’t want to. “That sounds nice.” She added to his last statement with a very small smile.
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kobby glenn hunter
professor
head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 29, 2010 16:13:17 GMT -5
Kobby let his hand fall before bending to pick up her jacket. He held it open for her, so that she could just let her arms fill the emptyiness of it and grinned as he waited for her to step into it. It was hard, to force himself to calm down when he had missed her so much. They had so much history, it was hard to just let that go for now.
He knew though, that later they would discuss what it was they were. Kobby knew he couldn't be just friends with her, he cared to deeply for her.
"Where would you like to eat? It's my treat, wherever you decide" Kobby himself wasn't hungry, but he knew that Caileigh was. She was always hungry, but he was going to try and help her get over it, if she was still sick.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 29, 2010 16:42:27 GMT -5
Caileigh stood up slowly. She let the very brief smile fall off of her face as she slowly put her ridiculously thin arms into her coat that Kobby held open for her hoping that he wouldn’t comment on the frailness.
It had been so long since she had been in town, years. She wasn’t even sure where there was to eat anymore. She tried to think back to places she would eat as a student here but then realized that she didn’t really go out anywhere. She was always teased when she went with everyone to Hogsmeade so she just stopped going halfway through fifth year. So she thought about the last time she had gone out with Kobby. They had snuck out of the castle and went to the Three Broomsticks. That’s was just weeks before he had ended it. She wondered if it was still there.
“Is the Three Broomsticks still around?” She asked with a frown.
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kobby glenn hunter
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head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 29, 2010 17:10:30 GMT -5
"It is, but it's not what it use to be" He muttered as they started to walk towards the small village. Kobby remembered when they had snuck out and went, he had known about her sickness at this point and was starting to realize that it wasn't something he could deal with. They had went though, and though she hadn't eaten anything the two had had a good time. She had laughed, and watching her now he wished she would laugh again.
"So how have you been?" He questioned her, looking forward again.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 29, 2010 17:28:15 GMT -5
Caileigh started to walk next to Kobby wondering what he meant by it’s not what it used to be but she chose not to comment about that right now, besides she would find out soon enough as it seemed that was where they were heading.
She decided to instead just enjoy his company. She wouldn’t just let herself go because then she would be completely unprotected but she would force herself to be nice and enjoy just being around him again. Kobby had the kind of air around him that just forced you to trust him. He always had. It was both infuriating and comforting at the same time.
She looked over at him as she heard him question her having previously been in her own little world. “I’ve been ok” She replied tersely. Lies she screamed inside her own head already breaking her promise to herself to enjoy herself. “How have you been?” She asked trying to shift the focus on to him. The way their conversation had been going it would only lead to another argument.
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kobby glenn hunter
professor
head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
Posts: 193
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 29, 2010 18:03:25 GMT -5
When she answered, Kobby got the feeling that there was more to her answer but he decided to just let it go. He would try and move slow, though he doubted they would ever be anything more then friends again he could try and get to know the new Caileigh. That was hard to think about. The fact that she wasn't her anymore tore at him, and he wasn't really sure why.
"I've been alright, busy with my teaching and what not" and what not? That was rather an understatement. Busy with Students that he shouldn't be involved with. Busy with the Dark Lords bidding, because apparently the dark lord couldn't do anything for himself. It bugged him, that everyone seemed to be afraid of someone who did nothing for themselves.
"I don't have time to myself very often, it's lucky that you caught me when you did" he said with a slight grinn, though it was somewhat forced out of him.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 29, 2010 18:16:41 GMT -5
She didn’t say anything. She didn’t really know what to say to him anymore. It was weird with him now and she really didn’t like it but she didn’t really know how to fix it either. She knew it was partly her fault for coming back the way she did but she was angry when she came back. She was still angry but it wasn’t getting her anywhere.
“So” She said trying to break the silence that surrounded them but having nothing to say. She settled for trying to get him to talk about work. It seemed like a safe enough topic. “What subject do you teach?” She asked turning towards him. “What made you go back to Hogwarts?”
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kobby glenn hunter
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head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
Posts: 193
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 29, 2010 18:34:18 GMT -5
Kobby felt awkward next to her, she made him uncomfortable. he still wasn't sure what her motives were for coming back and for all he knew, she could have been sent here to kill him. After all, he was doubling up on his sides, and therefore was a traitor to both of them. Though he doubted the order would try and kill him, he wouldn't put it past a death eater.
"I teach Transfiguration, I enjoy it very much and what better way to get my fill of it then to teach it?" Plus, it was good cover not to mention he acquired an enormous amount of information working in the castle.
"I went back before its all I know, honestly. What else could I do?" Not only that, but Kobby really did like being a teacher. he got to know people that he would never know any way else and some of his students seriously surprised him. It was refreshing to see such raw talent.
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Post by caileigh anne meadow on Sept 29, 2010 18:43:52 GMT -5
Caileigh nodded at his explanation. She knew that Kobby loved Transfiguration, he had always loved it. Even when they were in Hogwarts, but she never guessed he would have wanted to teach it.
“It must be nice” She said softly looking away from him as they continued to walk. “To have somewhere you can call home.” She finished still softly. She didn’t know what made her speak so openly but it almost felt right to confide in Kobby. “Hogwarts was never my home.” She added on the end but he knew how she had felt about Hogwarts. It had always felt more like a prison then a home, but then again, so had her actual home so she had never really had a place to feel completely at home.
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kobby glenn hunter
professor
head of ravenclaw transfiguration
..Secrets make us interesting..
Posts: 193
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Post by kobby glenn hunter on Sept 29, 2010 22:57:36 GMT -5
Kobby sighed gently, then took her hand in his as more of a comfort to her then a romantic involvement. He knew that she had struggled over her years at the school, and from what she had told him, Kobby was almost positive her home away from Hogwarts had sucked to. Kobby knew about that, with his parents being gone Kobby hated going to home to a house that had no parents but he had loved his sister and wanted to take good care of her so he had went home over all the breaks.
"Cay, anyone can have a home all they have to do is make it there home" It was a slight hint that she could go back to Hogwarts. He might bring back bad memories, but at least it would a familiar place. With the Death Eaters wasn't a home, and hardly a place anyone should want to be all the time. It was a place of death, and the people there only intensified those feelings.
"I know you had a hard time at the castle, but I honestly like it there. I live for my students a lot of the time, they can surprise you, more often than I would have ever thought" He grinned as he thought about it.
Cay could stay with him tonight if she needed a place to stay, but he wouldn't bring that up yet. Probably at dinner, and he wasn't looking forward to it, because it was certainly going to be awkward.
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